Body positive super awesome time!

This is going to sound supersilly and it will take some time, but I need to get it off my chest because it's one of the few things to make me really really happy right now (what with the feeling of having nothing to do for a whole year and urghs, let's not talk about it it keeps me up every night already, nightmares and stuff included...) 

( Looong story ahead but it is superpositive )