An AU-List but with Kpop videos, part 9

( Nummer 25-27 )

- My car didn't die! \o/ But I also haven't been to a garage yet and I have no idea when I am supposed to do that because I have to do a thousand other things and urghs. The day needs more hours and I need way less anxiety ARGHS.

- I have a family thing coming up. My granddad's birthday is on the 19th of April, and my parents won't be there as they have to attend the birthday party of another friend of theirs. I am dreading it so much. My uncle, aunt and younger cousin will be there which is okay, but I have been avoiding them forever since family stuff has become SO fucking draining and anxiety-inducing for me. UGH. UGH UGH UGH. Well let's hope it will be over rather quickly and maybe if I am dreading it so much already, hopefully it won't be as bad? Is this how reverse psychology works? 8DDD

An AU-List but with Kpop videos, part 8

( Nummer 22-24 )

Gotta phone a garage in some minutes because of car-trouble. Wouldn't be so bad usually, but I am not at home at the moment and I feel so nervous because I am absolutely helpless in car related things (and I am also deeply afraid that the garage will tell me that I can't use the car anymore. Which would be... not surprising as it is very old and very very broken but I still need it to at least drive me back home pls DD8).